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I am one of those people who cannot drive or walk while doing something else.  Like a dummy, I was walking down my basement stairs and looking at a calendar.  Next thing I knew, my feet slipped and I fell down a couple stairs and landed on the bottom.  I hurt a little so I took some ibuprofen and went to bed.  Everything was fine until a couple days later.  Searing pain up and down my left leg, swelling and twitching all over my leg.  This was almost a couple weeks ago and I am still in pain. Most of it is from the MD but just as equally to blame is my lack of self care.

This has been a real eye opener for me.  Honestly, it scared me into wondering how long I can continue taking care of the boys.  I want to last, I really do, and I most certainly will not at this pace.  It’s only a matter of time.

What to do.  What to do.  I am pretty sure the house will not be condemned if it is not spotless and we will always have clothes to wear if I get behind in the wash.

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Fear is what keeps me from letting things go and taking care of myself first – making sure I take time each day to work towards my goals and dreams.  We must have faith that so long as we do our very best, God will handle the rest.  Truth is, I am of no use to God or my loved ones if I am toast.

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In order to love others, we must be filled with God’s love.  In order to properly care for those we love, we must first take care of ourselves.  I must do it for God, myself, my loved ones and the world.  How much more beautiful would our world be if we would stop running ourselves ragged, pumped by our anxieties and fears?  Very beautiful indeed!

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